There is a sick desperation in my laugh today.
Life as I know it is over, I say to myself.
Hard though it is to understand, compromise is all i am left to do.
All the things i used to hate about my home feel so flowery suddenly.
But I love the way I am, even when the world pushes me to change, I justify my resistance.
And there is a sick desperation in my laugh today.

There is a hollow sarcasm in my words today.
The choice was mine and I was proud, I know I was.
But this is not the job i signed up for, though there is no going back.
Sometimes I wish life had a reverse gear.
Sometimes I feel I don't deserve this marvel, sometimes I feel it doesn't deserve me, and this war goes on.
And there is a hollow sarcasm in my words today.

There is a rabbit-hole in front of my eyes today.
All run to get into it, even I did.
Got rejected like a bad organ transplant, though I tried to suit myself according to it.
Now that I am outside, all i see is fallacy.
I see how it converts a human being into a machine, replacing the basic instincts with CV points.
And there is a rabbit-hole in front of my eyes today.

There is a huge cancer in the world today.
Slowly killing whatever the planet stood for.
I see how people are so eager to stab, so eager to bleed and so eager to die.
I see a father, blind though he is, throwing his son to the demon .
I see people dive deep into the dark, without knowing if there is light at the bottom, cause none came up yet.
There is a huge cancer in the world today.